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March 13th, 2008 by leedia

Bukan Kekasih Setia

Kau yang mencintaiku
Aku tak pantas memilikimu
Aku tlah melakukan
Kesalahan yang berulang-ulang

Sungguh bukan maksudku
Tuk mengkhianati cinta ini
Tapi memang ku bukan kekasihmu yang setia

Maafkan aku melukai hatimu lagi
Kuingkari sgalanya
Cintamu dan kesetiaanmu

Salahkan aku bila cinta menyakitkan lagi
Dan walaupun mencoba bertahan
Hatimu kan tetap terluka

Ku rela kau pergi
Meninggalkanku

Sungguh bukan maksudku
Tuk mengkhianati cinta ini
Tapi memang ku bukan kekasihmu yang setia

Oohh..ohhh..ohh..ohh..huohuohuo� yea..yea..

Maafkan aku melukai hatimu lagi
Kuingkari sgalanya
Cintamu dan kesetiaanmu

Salahkan aku bila cinta menyakitkan lagi
Dan walaupun mencoba bertahan
Hatimu kan tetap terluka

Ku rela kau pergi
Meninggalkanku………………………………………………..jiwang eh :)

Dygta…dygta…

March 13th, 2008 by leedia

Tak Bisa Memiliki

Bila waktu ku tersisa
Untuk selalu disisi
Menjaga hatimu

*
Aku kan slalu mencoba
Berikan yang terbaik untuk kau miliki
Tapi maafkan aku
Waktuku hanya sesaat

Aku tak bisa memiliki menjaga cintamu
Walau sesungguhnya hatiku mencintaimu, memilikimu
Aku tak ingin kau terluka mencintai aku
Hapuslah air matamu dan lupakan aku

Sungguh di batas asa
Ku hanya ingin kau bahagia
Jalani hidupmu

Repeat *

have u ever feel something missing?

December 17th, 2007 by leedia

it has been while i didn’t write something in my blog. just today that i feel i miss somebody in my life. when talking about life, i feel i wanna talk to my late friend, Rosliza Ismail. i think, if she is still around, she must be the one who will always YM me asking about life after being married. i can’t erase my memory about our last meeting at Kopi O Corner . it was the first time i met her cute daughter Iffa, hubby, her mom and her sister. i remembered the moment she told me about the importance to have a insurance policy. yeap i do have mine already but she persuaded me to apply for another one. she told me that ‘jika kita dah tak ada, nanti ada orang yang akan uruskan..’ owh za, you sounded like you already now that your life was that short. owh i missed her. but Allah s.w.t loves her more. Za, i  will always love u and u will always in my memory… al-Fatihah.    

Just a song that i frequently listen to..

November 10th, 2007 by leedia

One Wish Damn baby Just don’t understand where we went wrong I gave you my heart I gave you my soul I gave you… As a matter of fact I was the one who said I love you first It was about eight years ago, don’t act like you don’t know We were sittin’ at home in your mama’s livin’ room Cause, we couldn’t be alone See your mama knew I was something else, she knew how I felt Back then we were in school; and that’s your favourite excuse Growin’ up I was a fool; and I can’t lie I’m missing you Listen and don’t trip I think I need a bottle with a genie in it Here’s my wish list First one, I would create a heart changing love Second one, I’ll take yours and fill it all the way up Third one, but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause I’ll be okay if I get one If I had one wish, we would be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin If I had one wish, you would be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I’ll trust you If I had one wish, we would run away Making love all day, have us a baby If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life And you’d be my wife, make it right this time If I had one wish One wish, one wish, one wish One wish, one wish, one wish One wish, one wish, one wish One wish, one wish, one wish Now tell me is this the only way I can get you right back in If so then searchin’ I’ll go, then I can have you for sho Then you’ll be loving me, holding me, kissing me So girl don’t tell me what I’m feeling is make believe I swear if I lose a second chance with you I wouldn’t know what to do I’d probably check myself into some kind of clinic I couldn’t be alone because without you I’m sick Here’s my wish list First one, I would create a heart changing love Second one, I’ll take yours and fill it all the way up Third one, but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause I’ll be okay if I get one If I had one wish, we would be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin If I had one wish, you would be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I’ll trust you If I had one wish, we would run away Making love all day, have us a baby If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life And you’d be my wife, make it right this time If I had one wish I don’t even know how we ended upon this road And, even though we are grown, Girl I just want you to know If I had one wish, we would be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin If I had one wish, you would be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I’ll trust you If I had one wish, we would run away Making love all day, have us a baby If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life And you’d be my wife, make it right this time .

…if i can turn back time…

27 August 2007

August 26th, 2007 by leedia

Dinner_257 well… today is my 1 month wedding aniversary :)

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Dayda n Azy …

Leedia_pics1222 this was when i went to shah alam 2 july 2007with my cousin and her hubby on the way to LccT

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but at last i end up here… 16 july 2007 Leedia_pics1268>>>> IPBL

Leedia_pics1260 orientasi julai 2007

17 August 2007

August 16th, 2007 by leedia

yeap dah lama dah aku sik nulis apa2 lam blog. been bz with lots of activity in IPBL. but cuti will start 2moro. thank God. leh juak g jalan2 cari makan. hehehehehhe… missed all my friends especially Dayda n Arfah :) lak g lepak k Da?

July 2007

July 13th, 2007 by leedia

baruk tadik aku dapat sms daripada ruhie madah keadaan za kritikal. aduh sedih nya n risau nya aku. gne ooo… macam2 jak berlaku sejak2 tok. sejak aku birthday ariya memang banyak juak life decisions aku kenak polah. ntah lah… apa2 pun aku happy dengan apa yang aku pilih. aku tauk life is short and all i wanna do now is to not to achieve ketinggian pangkat n darjat gik. bak kata moslow…  peringkat yang aku nak achieve adalah peringkat yang teratas >>> spirituality. tapi semua ya juak datang n pergi dengan keizinan Tuhan. Ya Allah selamatkan lah Rosliza…..

~Last Friday~

June 26th, 2007 by leedia

Last friday, dayda, eder and i dined at JAMBU. wah… dah niat janji ngan dayda mun aku dapat ‘offer’ ya memang aku akan cia nya d sia. sik nyangka juak g juak d sia :) walau kepak oleh preparation for UNITAR’s mini carnival… sempat gik klua g sia. then the next day, saturday, terus mini carnival and the experience was nice. i helped halimah (another tutor here) to handle Colouring contest for Kids and Kids Fashion Show. Working with children memang lah satu cabaran besar. huhuuhuhuh nasib lah aku sik dapat cikgu pra sekolah ya. aku rela kelaie dengan miak besar (hehehehehe). lepas Mini Carnival (tiring but good experience) malam ya alu g birthday bash anak juki n izam n birthday nenek eno… penat nya aku. the next day (sunday) dah sik pat nak molah apa gik. opsss…. ziela mbak makan ok see ya :) >>>> i’m in a good mood today … cukup tido :)

~boring~

June 21st, 2007 by leedia

~aku rasa nak pulang jak aritok. tapi ya ID aku lah. namun superego tetap menahan…>>> balit kol 5pm. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

aku nak pulang tido!

~Friday~

June 14th, 2007 by leedia

it’s friday…  rasa penat segala penat terkumpul tok nak d release esok. received msgs from apen hafiez… lamak juak sik da nemu nya. Aku rasa aku tok kawan yang buang batu tapi camne nak molah apen o? Si ‘usu’ ya sik da. sejak jadik wanita ber ‘career’ susah bena nak jumpa nya. Sms pun kekadang sik da respon. hehehehehe Da… aku sik kisah lah Da… yang penting aku tauk kau mendengar :) Yalah salu teringat bila part balit keja ya rasa ‘kosong’ jak bila pulang trus ke umah. Teringat nak lepak d Aroma cam selalu. huhuhuuh lamak dah ku sik merasa soup ya. Soup ku makan rah Pizza Hut ngan Normah pun sik senyaman sia. Perhaps the accompany with u n Apen which really matters. esok… apa nak polah ku o? Malam tok ada ‘date’ with my fiance (cam pelik jak bila taip fiance hehehehehe… alu sik sedar2 aku tok tunangan org) ehheheheheh neman nya g beli barang. mun sik pun lepak rah kedei sine2 minum kopi. Yalah mun zaman mudak lok cam2 aktiviti nak polah. tok dah tua… balit kerja kepak rasa malas nak berjalan. apa jak lah d  kerepak aku tok. klah … chow :)